I’m trying to find tranquility within
But it’s my own identity I’m struggling with
The idea of being some kind of entity is so much
Harder when living with the enemy in my head.
All the idea’s I have around pride are
Circling around, leaving me wide-eyed and
I’m trying to not push it aside but,
The thoughts will all soon collide.
I know it seems like I’m just negative
Honestly, I find myself to be pretty competitive,
With myself I think I’m just hesitant
To let go and attempt to be self-evident.
This is just one more attempt
To search for a way I can accept
Who I am and what I can affect
On the way to find my own success.